A Monday's Thoughts

I had a rather interesting weekend. I got to spend two evenings hanging out with my guy, and some of his friends. While I enjoy the time I get to spend with him, however separated from him I am, is good. And sometimes it is awkward, like on Friday we all went to a science museum adult night, and he was way hyped up on caffeine and wasn't interacting very much with me. Not that I was trying very hard. Cramped spaces made for kids is not fun when you have a bunch of guys. Not sure what was going on then. After that we all played video games for a while. A little more fun, I admit.

The next day was a bit less awkward. This time it was video games first, and then food. The table conversation was definitely not my strong suit, but I think I got a good look at some of his personality. And I could almost swear on getting a lusty look. For whatever that is worth. Whew.

So what does this all mean? I have no idea, but I'm getting the idea that he's a bit reticent towards me, and perhaps that's because I am reticent towards him. I am shy, and even more so when I'm with someone I'm attracted to, which is both a grace and a curse. But I am going to try to be a bit more talkative around him. We'll see how this goes.

Expecting Too Much

I want a man.

I want a man that can lift me off my feet.

I want a man that can lift my spirits.

I want a man that can hold me.

I want a man that I can hold.

I want a man that smiles when he sees me.

I want a man that makes me smile.

I want a man that can tell me to shut up.

I want a man that knows when to shut up.

I want a man that wants me as I was.

I want a man that wants me as I am.

I want a man that wants me as I will be.

I want a man that can talk to me about anything.

I want a man that can talk to me about nothing.

I want a man that wants to be with me every moment.

I want a man that knows when to leave me alone.

I want a man that is gracious.

I want a man that isn't afraid to be rude.

I want a man that will spend money on me.

I want a man that will understand when I say it isn't necessary.

I want a man that can give.

I want a man that can take.

I want a man that knows my limits.

I want a man that can break them.

I want a man that loves everything.

I want a man that loves one thing.

I want a man that makes mistakes.

I want a man that knows he does so.

I want a man that embraces change.

I want a man that is consistent.

I want a man that has a heart.

I want a man that can give it away.

I want a man that is a rock.

I want a man that needs to lean.

I want a man that is everything.

I want a man that is nothing.

I want a man.

ABQ Pride

Ah, Pride season. Such a good time of year right? Well, it sure is fun seeing everyone out en masse! I got a lil bit sunburned on my arms, but all in the name of Pride. The parade was the best part, especially the Grannies. Gay old woman. So amazing!!

The festival itself was so-so. It could have been better, it was an awkward layout, and there wasn't enough events. Plenty of alcohol and dancing though! Next year, I hope is a little better, then I have no idea where I'll be for Pride 2010.

Happy Pride Season Everyone!

Moving is a Pain

I just moved back into my old apartment, thanks to crappy housing saying I have to move out. Anyways, I'm back, and settled in. I forgot how dry it is here in ABQ and now drinking a gallon of water a day doesn't seem like such a bad idea!

In other news, ABQ pride is next weekend, and I am excited to go! I haven't been to any other pride but Long Beach pride, so hopefully it will be a new and fun experience.

Take care!

PS I'm sure to whine about roommates soon enough.

California Weather

Hello!

I am enjoying my vacation very much! It nice not to have to do anything, but that will be changing once I get back to Albuquerque. Summer school, summer job, tons of not fun, but right now is recharge time! And cookies! It's baking weather!

The weather... Yeah. I flew out of ABQ and into Ontario, CA and the day I left it was cold and rain in New Mexico. California was 103. What a change! And now here in Cali, its down to about 62 and back in NM its 47. Whew! Who ordered the odd weather?

Have a great one!

Long Beach Pride

Hey Y'all!

I went to Long Beach Pride with my friend Eric, and it was fun! Always a good time to go to pride, no? Anyways, it was nice to see all the gays out and about! I'm glad that we didn't go until about 6:30, it was too hot to do anything earlier, and it was still light enough, but not hot! Whew!

After Pride, we went to West Hollywood to the Cantina, and we just had some fun! I don't get to go to very many gay bars/clubs in Albuquerque, so it was nice to get out! Anyways, my friend got hit on by a bunch of guys, and I was left all alone! *sigh* lol j/p I was too tired, and kinda cranky. I'm not used to be up so late out and about!

Happy week!

California Gay Marriage

Hello!

I am thrilled that California Supreme Court has declared the ban against gay marriages unconstitutional! This a  major victory for all civil rights. California is also one of the leading states in Supreme Court decisions so this bodes well for the rest of the nation! I sincerely hope that other states will find these same bans unconstitutional soon, and that our rights as citizens of the United States will be upheld.

So who's getting married now?